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Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Parashat Toldot

Heyyyyy guys okay so here's my Dvar Torah this week. Props to Rav Berglas for helping me 馃槃
Usually we know that Esav is the 讘讻讜专 and Yaakov was born after. Let's look at what Rashi has to say about this... Okay so picture a tube. If you put 2 mables in and then turn it over, the one you put in first will come out second and the one you put in second will come out first. This is how the Midrash explains what's going on here. Apparently Yaakov was conceived first so Esav was born first. Interesting no?
Okay here's another idea in the Parasha.  
Let's say a king is going to the bathhouse (think olden days) . So first the cleaner goes in and makes sure it's ready for the king to use. So even though the cleaner was in there first the king is still more important than him.         
So above in pasuk 讻讛 or 25 it says 讛专讗砖讜谉. Why can't is just say 专讗砖讜谉?  Let's look at 讙诪专讗 驻住讞讬诐. Why is 讞诪抓 not allowed on 注专讘 驻住讞? Shouldn't is start at nightfall? It says "讗讱 诪讬讜诐 讛专讗砖讜谉 砖转讘讬讗 讛讞诪抓 诪讘讬转诐״ 
So why not 专讗砖讜谉? Because that would mean first day of holiday. So 讛专讗砖讜谉 means 注专讘. Its a day of preparation. Sooooo 专讗砖讜谉 means first and 讛专讗砖讜谉 means pre. Set things up, get it ready. The bathroom cleaner gets the bathhouse ready for the king. 
Let's explain further. In pasuk 讻讜 or 26 it says 讜讗讞专讬-讻谉. Why can't it just say 讗讞专讬讜? 讜讗讞专讬-讻谉 means "after everything that happened" - then comes the king. Everything was set up. It's not referring to the person. 
It's clear from the pasuk that Yaakov was supposed to be the 讘讻讜专. Not just the oldest. It's an honor. It's a responsibility to lead the Jewish people following in the footsteps of 讗讘专讛诐 讜讬爪讞拽. 
Esav was "讗讬砖 讬讜讚注 爪讬讚, 讗讬砖 砖讚讛״. Why does it say 讗讬砖 twice? According to Midrash, he was two faced. He was a 专诪讗讬, a fake, a phony. But Yaakov was an 讗讬砖 转诐- his inside and outside were the same. He did what he said and he said what he did. 
Yitzchak loves Esav. He benefitted from his steaks. How can we believe that Yitzchak is influenced from a good BBQ? 
And Rivka loved Yaakov...
Yaakov was making lentil soup and Esav walks in tired from the field. Esav asks for some soup and Yitzchak tells him he'll only give him some if he sells him his birthright. They argue for a moment and then Esav SELLS HIS BIRTHRIGHT FOR SOUP. Come onnnnnnnnn
If Esav really wanted the birthright he would not of sold it. You know you don't picture him as a pushover. It wouldn't make sense. Oh Yitzchak can you please pass the lentil soup? Please, Esav could of taken it himself. He felt better after he ate it. He could of punched Yitzchak out and said hey sorry I changed my mind. Sue me! What you gonna do about it?? Yaakov would run away scared. Well not only did Esav not do anything before and after this event, we see that he didn't even want the 讘讻讜专讛. He had no use of it. "讜讬讘讝 注砖讜 讗转 讛讘讻讜专讛. ״ 
Here's another question. 
Why was Yaakov standing around cooking Ades soup? There's an opinion that says this was the day 讗讘专讛诐 died and the whole world came out for his funeral. The whole world except for Esac that is... He came in from the field. Yaakov was making Shivah food (round food representing the circle of life) Yaakovs like Esav where were you today? You didn't come to grandpas funeral? 
Yitzchak saw that the next guy after h would have to be a fighter and withstand other nations. Not just spiritual. He's gotta be ready, willing, and able to fight. Who does Yitzchak pick? Both sons have some and some qualities but brother have he whole package. He knows Esav isn't spiritual. He didn't even go to his grandpas funeral!!!! He just needed a hunter. If he keeps his son close, maybe he'll come around.
Rivka loved Yaakov because she felt that you can make Yaakov who already had Torah and all- a fighter if need be. Esav was a fighter but he will never have 讬专讗转 讛׳ like his brother. So it's not love, it's leadership qualifications. Yitzchak and Rivka didn't pick favorites. 
Ok so the end of the Parasha. (Congrats on reading this far. Shout out to my sister Sara! Can't believe you read all the way to here. 馃帀)
How do you steal a 讘专讻讛? It's coming from 讛׳ no? You can't steal it. Poor Yitzchak didn't know what was going on. Behind the scenes, Rivka and Yitzchak were negotiating who should get the 讘讻讜专 and Rivka wanted Yaakov to get it. 
(This is perek 讻讝) 
Maybe dad will find out who I am?? 
Well the Vilna Gaon says 驻谉 has a negative connotation. It means maybe to something that you don't want happening. However, 讗讜诇讬, as it appears in the passuk has a rather positive connotation. Something you do want happening so 
BAM!!!馃帀馃帀馃敨馃敨馃帀馃帀馃敨馃敨馃帀馃敟馃敟馃敟馃敟
(My mind was blown when I figured this out)
He WANTS his dad to feel his hands and know who he is. 
The famous passuk and the namesake of our siddur Kol Yaakov. 
Yitzchak knows exactly what's going on!! He's declaring what's right. He had the voice of the Yaakov and the hands of Esav. He's already spiritual and he can become a fighter. He's good to go. Esav will never come around spiritually. 
Today in 注诐 讬砖专讗诇, we have no choice, our backs are against the wall. We have to be militarily ready and strong. 讘专讜讱讛׳ today so many young men and women are in Israel learning 转讜专讛, 诪爪讜讜转 and in Ulpan. What you see going on here is that famous pasuk 22.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

Chevron

Going into a weekend with 0 expectations is probably the best way to do it. All I knew is that Frieda set us up to sleep by some rabbi in Chevron for Shabbat. 
Every year on Parashat 讞讬讬 砖专讛, Jews flood to 讞讘专讜谉 in order to pray at 诪注专转 讛诪讻驻诇讛. There were Israelis, Ethiopians, Phillipinos, and TONS of Yeshivah and Seminary kids. Such a social scene. The Yeshiva and seminary kids all either camp out that Friday night or sleep on the floor in a school. Literally on the floor. 
So anyways, I took a bus with Frieda and Rebecca which was arranged by some girls in AMIT. When we got to Chevron (really Kiriyat Arbah- the next town over and a bit more safe) we were told that we were getting picked up. Who picks us up? Rebecca's consuegro! He brought us to Rabbi Shanis house, who was involved with Barkai Yeshiva in Brooklyn. He gave us some snacks and water and told us to chill here until the other girls staying with us arrived.  We had no idea who it would be. His wife also gave us some cute little slips with the information we need for our accommodations and meals. Meanwhile, my friend Ezra Tawil who lives in Jerusalem walks in which was so weirdly a coincidence and so did some boys from LA that we knew. This was totally unplanned. All of a sudden who walks in next?! Jen Weitzman and Tamar Grazi! Those are the girls staying with us. Two of our good Flatbush friends. What the heck is this. Totally not planned! 
So the rabbis son walks us to the apartment were staying at. Were all ready to walk in with our cookies for the host when the rabbis son gives us the key.
What?
We have our own apartment! More cookies for us. The second we left we started screaming and jumping. This was too good to be true. Our other friends are in tents and a gym floor while were in a nice cozy apartment with sick beds. I appreciated this moment so much!
So when Shabbat started we went to  诪注专转 讛诪讻驻诇讛 for shul which is in 讞讘专讜谉. The second you cross that barbed wire fence there were soldiers lined up literally every few meters. It was nuts. Tons of people were there walking the same route.  诪注专转 讛诪讻驻诇讛 was so special to look at. (Aside for the crazy social scene)
This is the outside (this pic is from last time I was there)
This place was built by Herod the great. Somewhere under it our Matriarchs and Patriarchs are buried. Yitzchaks area inside is a mosque except for ten days of the year, one of them being this Shabbat. Were so lucky to be here for this. Praying was actually insane.
So we get to dinner which was in a shul, and were eating with a bunch of Flatbush boys. We had no clue this was going to happen. Basically anyone that has a tie to Barkai was there. It was a reunion basically. Alllll unplanned - let me stress it some more. Also we ate with the Mayor which was cool. Aparently Rabbi Shani helped with his campaign so that's cool. 
I loved how shul for us this week was the tomb of the mothers and fathers of our religion. It was really sooooo special. So holy, so holy. 
We really milked it by praying our hearts out because realistically, when's the next time I'll be in Chevron on Parashat Chayey Sarah?? It was such an experience.
Also, Saturday morning on our way to shul we gave out our cookies to soldiers as we walked down the path to  诪注专转 讛诪讻驻诇讛. They were super appreciative. I loved seeing the smiles on their faces for this unexpected treat. Also they were so cute. Uch. 馃槏☺️馃槉馃槉馃崻馃崻馃崻 I love when they try to make small talk in broken English and then we flirt back in proper- ish Hebrew. Classic.....
Don't worry mom I won't come home with one 馃槈
Have a great week errrrebody

Thursday, October 24, 2013

讞讬讬 砖专讛

While reading through the Parasha, I realized how Shaatra Rivka was and how much we can learn from her.
So Avraham sent his trustworthy servant Eliezer to go out and find a suitable wife for his son Isaac. 
When Eliezer  got to 讗专诐 谞讛专讬诐 with his camels, he made them kneel down outside near a well. He then asked 讛׳ to arrange a favor for him. He wants the girls to come draw water while he was there so that he can pick one out for Isaac. He asked 讛׳ to work it out as for the first woman he asks for water will be the one. He will know because she will tell him that she will also water his camels.  Eliezer went out of his way to only see the girls for their character. He wanted to see how the girls behaved away from their home atmospheres so that he would have a better perspective of their personalities. 
So as the story goes, while  Eliezer is still thinking about all of this, Rivka just pops out of nowhere with a jug on her shoulder. As she was filling it with water   Eliezer ran to her and asked for a sip. Rivka encouraged him to drink and then... Wait for it.... She told him she would also draw some water for his camels! Not only did she go the extra mile, but she also went the extra mile by running back and forth with the jug, watering the camels until they were done drinking. She ran eagerly when she performed an act of kindness- as Avraham did for his guests. (This is a sign that she's suitable to join his family) HaRav Feinstein explained that it was second nature to Rivka that another's needs should be provided for. Her kindness was so great. She didn't even have to think about it. It came naturally to her. Such good midot (midos here at Midmo 馃槓 ps don't even get me started with Ashkenaz pronunciations)   Imagine how astonished  Eliezer was!!!!
Rivka was equal to the test he put out infront of her. I read an Or HaChaim that Rivka acted in the most respectful, or exalted, manner. She lowered her jug herself to save Eliezer the effort, and 讜转砖拽讛讜 , she actually brought the jug near his mouth so he wouldn't have to hold it. 
Eliezer was amazed that his prayer was answered so quickly and it really did surpass his expectations. 
Now,  Eliezer needs somewhere to sleep and of course Rivka tells him to stay by her. She has camel food yay.
Did he really say yes to a stranger? Yeah. He did. Even before asking her about her family's identity. Apparently he was so impressed with her that he wanted to go see what her house was like because he knew he'd enjoy it. 
And on and on the story goes and  Eliezer drops the bomb on Rivkas dad 讘转讜讗诇 that he has a shidduch for her and ends up taking Rivka home for his master to marry off his son. 
So yeah. Rivka. Learn from her. And by the way this is just one encounter. Syked to read the next Parshiot in depth with a focus on Rivkas midot 
Shabbat shalom!
I'll be in 讞讘专讜谉 this weekend 讘注讝专转-讛׳.... Sarah passed away at the very beginning of this Parasha in 讞讘专讜谉- it's gonna be an experience so stay tuned 
馃榿

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Tiyul Lech Lecha



So it all started at 2:30 am on Tuesday morning when we woke up to pack up 2 full coach busses. Picture a bunch of seminary girls in hiking clothes in the middle of the night sleep walking outside of Shaare Zedek hospital. We got to Ben Gurion's grave in Sedei Boker at about 5:30 where we had a little opening ceremony for what was going to be a week of transformation. This five day trip was organized down to the rocks. Each day had its own central theme. Day one was "ahi veatzmi" - me and myself. We hiked (or scaled!) up AND DOWN some crazy mountains.

We did Chod Aked which let to Nachal Tzin.
 Our tour guide Brian was awesome
So cute no? He has a British accent to top it all off. 
The hike was STUNNING. So scenic.
Pictures NEVER capture the beauty. 
One of my favorite parts of the hike was 讛转讘讜讚讚讜转. We were all given a letter to read that had various questions about life to ponder in isolation. We all scattered and lay down alone. They were mostly issues I think about regularly but the answers always change. The reason why I liked this activity so much was because when you're alone in the desert, you're able to think with more clarity. There's dead silence and no distractions. It was one of the more spiritual parts of the trip. 
12 hours from the time we started hiking, we got to our tents
We then had to make our own dinner with the ingredients provided. Funnest ever. We made a huge salad, burgers, tehineh, noodles, and marinara sauce. When we ate we were all in a circle around a fire with one of the other tour guides playing guitar. I live for food and music so you can imagine how happy I was with this. 
(By the way I'm totally not being descriptive, gotta admit I'm writing this late entry in a rush)
The next morning we hiked Ein Evdat. SHOUTOUT to the Marcus clan, we did this 
Even got the same picture. Someone show Nathan J. 

We went to Eilat for some water sports and then chilled by the boardwalk at night 
The beach there is top notch 馃憣

Oh and by the way, Marcuses again! Look where I was across the street from 
Such a tease! Bereshit hotel 馃槃

We were doing some group games across the street in a field. Theme of the day was 讗谞讬 讜讛拽讘讜爪讛. Or me and the group. 

The next day was me and the land. 讗谞讬 讜讛讗专抓
We woke up at 5 am to hike a mountain in order to pray during sunrise
Success! (Took this pic before I prayed so what you see here is the risen sun over Jordan. We were still waiting for it to rise over Israel at this point)


After that we crawled through the Bar Kochba caves which was sick. I was literally crawling on my belly through tunnels that people used to live in. 

Like sixty after the Destruction of the Beit Hamikdash, the Jews began to prepare for a new revolt. Bar Kochva and his people spent yearsssss preparing an underground network of caves connected by tunnels. They stocked up on food and weapons to last hem for a while. They even carved little boxes into the walls of the caves to keep pigeons to eat. Bar Kochba and his army managed to hold off the hugeeee Roman army for almost 4 years but in the end we weren't  ready to defeat the Romans and rebuild the Beit HaMikdash. But we the Jews survived and in recently archaeologists have uncovered much of Bar Kokhba’s secret tunnels and caves- which is what I crawled through. 

That night we went to a kibbutz. We had some rikiddim which IS MY LIFE. Great night. Got me excited to dance at everyone's weddings hahahaha. We also watched a movie about Michael Levin (z"l) a soldier who served in the IDF. I reccomend you google him. Amazing story. 

Friday (finally!) was 讗谞讬 讜讛诪讚讬谞讛 , the state and I. We went to the Kever of Shemuel HaNavi

And then Har Hertzel. This is where fallen IDF soliders are buried. It's actually down the block from my school and it's absolutely breath taking. There are so many things I love about it and so many things I took away from it. 

Theodore Hertzel was brought to Jerusalem to lie forever
Michael Levin. A hero in heaven. 
We saw a lot of greats this day. I left with a sense of pride. I come from a nation full with people who risk their lives to help our country stay safe. 
Sidenote- I could write loads on all of this but I don't have the time to get it all down (that's for my diary) and you don't have the time to read it anyways. So sorry if it's a bit vague!!!!!! 

This Shabbat was amazing. The theme was  讗谞讬 讜讛注诐- the nation and I.  After a hard long week like what we had, I needed time to just take it all in. I really appreciated Shabbat this week, more than usual. We heard a lot of eye opening  Divrei Torah, had some great sessions, made up some funny skits to wrap it all up, and we all formed a tighter bond as a school. I got to sit with some teachers family's for the meals which I loved. 
All in all, great week. I'm sorry I can't get it all down but you have the main picture 
Love y'all and stay tuned! 

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

"Shibbat"

So I went to my "Em bayit" for Shabbat. Shelby is basically our mother figure in school. She chills in our common areas (with her adorable baby) throughout the day when we have breaks and makes sure everyone is doing okay. She took care of me when I was under the weather so yeah that's a bonding experience. (Nothin like throwing up gluten free noodles in the afternoon!) 
So anyways her husband is the chilliest guy ever. He's a Baal Teshuvah but he's so modest about it. He said he's a "chozer beteshuva" and not a Baal because he's "not a tzaddik." He was a pro soccer player in college which is amazing. He gave up such tremendous opportunities for Judaism. It's really something to admire and appreciate. 
Friday night dinner was so cute. We ate by Shelby and Chaim Tzvi's (her husband) friends. Such a crew. The women were all madrichot in Tiferet (a seminary) together a couple of years ago and they all married baaleh Teshuvah so their husbands were the coolest guys. They were also particularly spiritual which isn't so common in guys that I'm normally surrounded by. We had really stimulating conversations about so many different topics. I won't get into that now- I'd be typing for hours. 
Saturday lunch was also great. Chaim Tzvi made chulent with quinoa instead of barley which was amazeeeeeeeeeing
I read a bit and we hung around and talked all afternoon. I stayed for Melalveh Malka after Shabbat before I went out with my friends
I gained a lot of inspiration from my stay here. 
Peace out 

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Mind blown

Mind blown

One of the teachers here, Rav Jason Knapel actually blew my mind away in class recently. We have to understand the world.
It's crazy to think that I'm in Israel for the year. If my ancestors saw a picture of me that said Jerusalem, 2013 they would think I'm living in the time of Mashiach. 65 Years ago people thought our state was dead. They didn't even think we were worth resuscitating. We need to have the clarity of vision to see what's going on. This was impossible a couple hundred years ago. 
Another thing we need to be more open minded about (don't kill me if it sounds too frum) is the major power of our 讬爪专 讛专注. The whole thing is that it wants to mess with our heads and mess up our train of thought. At the end of the day, our 讬爪专 讛专注 is us. We don't realize the power of our spirituality. Hashem made us and specifically determined us to be here so aren't we something big???? We have to look at it like that and see our potential. 讬爪专 讛专注 sticks its claws into our head and mixes us up. 
For example, 讛专 住讬谞讬 when our nation was receiving the Torah. 讘谞讬 讬砖专讗诇 was said to be so spiritual that we HEARD lightening and SAW thunder. Sounds like something too deep to comprehend doesn't it? But in reality, we can see from this that instead of looking at the 砖诪讬诐 that opened up for us, we were looking at the pretty light show on the side. 
We can't be narrow minded.
When you're close minded we lose holy moments. 
Absorb that. 

Lech Lecha

So this weeks Parasha, Lech Lecha, was easy to relate to since I'm here in Israel for the year. It was my own personal Lech Lecha. I left my land, my home, my family, friends, everything, to come here. I learned so many different lessons from the Parasha but I didn't have time to write my own dvar Torah so here are some ideas I discussed (WITH MY AWESOME BRITISH FRIEND- hi Ariella!) 
I give her total credit for this---->>>>>


The first question we were asked was "Why was Avraham picked?" 
This parsha is the first major intro about Avraham. We aren't told anything about Avraham's character or traits. This seems a little strange as we must wonder how come G-d speaks to Avraham and not anyone else. The 砖驻讟 讗诪转 says, Avraham wasn't picked. G-d sent out a message to the entire world saying He needed a few shelichim and the only man that answered was Avraham. This doesn't mean that he was picked, it's that he volunteered. This is a beautiful pshat as it teaches us two lessons, 
1) G-d was looking for anyone to do the job (not a particular person or character)
2) Anyone could've done the job, by just volunteering, it was all up to the individual.
This is such a powerful lesson to us today as 讛׳ is always looking for good people in every generation. We have to listen out to hear the call and then pick up on it.  

Here is a short mashal spoken by my Rav to illustrate this point. 
A husband comes home to his wife, and she asks him "why do you love me?" He thinks oh dear the dreaded question! He responds, "because you're beautiful." She starts crying, and the husband has no idea what he said wrong! She says "so if I wasn't beautiful you wouldn't love me?" The husband quickly says, "I love you because you're intelligent" she starts crying even more!! He knows he's really making it worse so he says, "I love you because you're such a great cook!"  Now she starts hysterically crying so he realizes he's saying something wrong and says to her, "I love you because I love you." We learn that if you love something because of something else, when it goes away you'll stop loving. There was no particular reason Avraham was "picked",  and this is why there was no context to Avraham or his personality. 讛׳  was giving love to the entire Jewish people, not dependent on the quality of the person. 讛׳ says I love you because of you. We are the children of G-d and He loves us no matter what we do. 
We then ask why does Avraham go from place to place to build a mizbeyach? Try to imagine the scene...Avraham, an old man walking into a random city, carrying  rocks and literally, standing there and physically building a mizbeyach? People came from all over wondering what this guy was doing. They must've wondered at the time, what gods did this guy believe in.... 
Avraham then calls out in the name of 讛׳ and gets other people to also call out to 讛׳ 
What's he doing? He's explaining to people that G-d is monotheism. Thinking about the parsha and Avraham's character and life we see that everything Avraham does is in order to bring the entire world closer to G-d, and we learn that this is the job of the Jewish people. We learn that the first part of Judaism is monotheism, shown by Avraham's belief in One G-d. The second part we learn is ethics. Avraham, lives the ethics. He does ethical acts all the time. For example, the war against the 4 kings and the 5 kings later on in the parsha, shows Avraham going and saving the entire population. He saved Sodom which was the completely utter opposite of what Avraham believed in. The people in Sodom didn't believe in 讛׳ and the extent of their awfulness was that they weren't even allowed to have guests in Sodom. What was Avraham's crowning quality? That he had guests!! This taught the world, and us now as we read the parsha that the job of a Jew is ethical monotheism. 
An extremely beautiful link can be made by looking into the differences between Avraham and Hagar. Hagar was asked "where have you come from and where are you going?" 讟讜 :讞 
She answers, "I am fleeing from Sarah." She doesn't say where she is going, only where she came from. Abraham however always knew the direction he was going in. At first he comes to eretz yisrael, and then continues to Egypt later on in this parsha, he always knows the path he's taking. This idea is really incredible, it is so important we have direction in our life. Everyone knows where they just came from, yet we must ensure that every step of the way and of our journey in life, we, like Avraham Avenui have a strong direction and path. 

Shabbat shalom and may we always have a straight journey and direction in our life. 
Ariella :)

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Posek HaDor, Gadol HaDor and Ma'or Yisrael


On Monday, 讙׳ 讞砖讜谉 our nation lost it's Gadol HaDor, Rabbi Ovadia Yoseph. 
That day, my school, Midreshet Moriah, was on a trip in 讞讘专讜谉. In the beginning of our tour we were in a shul. A security guard ran in to tell us to say 转讛讬诇讬诐 for the Rabbi. (He was probably checking the news as he went into a more unstable condition) We said our prayers with great intention and then went on with our tour. A couple of hours later, right before we were about to enter Mearat Hamachpelah, we were informed with the news that the Gadol had died. We had a shiur before we went on, in memory of Rav Yoseph. I can't really say how I felt about this but I'm sure we all had the Rabbi in our prayers as we said mincha where Torah giants Avraham, Yitzchak, Yaakov, Sarah, Rivka and Leah were buried. What was even more eerie was being where these people were. 

That night, all meetings, roads, schools, seminaries and Yeshivas were closed for his funeral. I had the honor of being able to attend and it was a crazy experience. There is so much to say about it. 
It was extremely moving to hear big rabbis get on the loudspeaker and cry their hearts out about our nation's loss. 
It was such an emotional experience. So many people were crying. They were screaming out about how we are now orphans. 
It was mind blowing to see how many people were there. I have never seen so many people in my life. And even crazier, they were all Jewish! A seventh of a country condensed in just one area of Jerusalem. 
It was beautiful to see the 讗讞讚讜转 that came out of such a tragedy. Although we wish everyone can come together for happy occasions, any 讗讞讚讜转 is good to see. 
From the minute we walked out of school, every street was packed 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Teacher sleepover

So yes. It's a thing here that we sleep by teachers on weekends if we want to. We also call them by their first names which I think is pretty chill. So some friends and I slept by our Megillot teacher, Malka. She lives in Efrat which is stunning. All of the houses are made out of the same stone and it just looks very clean. It's like actually the town of runners. She was telling us how her friends feel socially pressured to go running all the time because it's probably the most common activity there. 
Anyways, Shabbat was great. Her husband was cool and her (6!) kids were adorable. The food was also great! (Classic sem girl comment, whoa) 
After dinner we all "schmoozed" until we were falling asleep. That's what I love about my school. Were actually like best friends with our teachers. 
Her family had some really special customs. One of them was before havdala. Since it's the start of the new week, everyone has to share a goal they have for the week. I thought it was nice. 

So yeah that was my Shabbat. 
Shavuah tov 

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Evan Almighty (in real life)

  讗ֵ诇ֶּ讛, 转ּ讜ֹ诇ְ讚ֹ转 谞ֹ讞ַ--谞ֹ讞ַ 讗ִ讬砖ׁ 爪ַ讚ִּ讬拽 转ָּ诪ִ讬诐 讛ָ讬ָ讛, 讘ְּ讚ֹ专ֹ转ָ讬讜:  讗ֶ转-讛ָ讗ֱ诇ֹ讛ִ讬诐, 讛ִ转ְ讛ַ诇ֶּ讱ְ-谞ֹ讞ַ.9 These are the generations of Noah. Noah was in his generations a man righteous and whole-hearted; Noah walked with God.
Why does it say Noah twice? This isn't a typo.  
Let's make a connection. In 讘专讗砖讬转 
讻讜  讜ַ讬ֹּ讗诪ֶ专 讗ֱ诇ֹ讛ִ讬诐, 谞ַ注ֲ砖ֶׂ讛 讗ָ讚ָ诐 讘ְּ爪ַ诇ְ诪ֵ谞讜ּ 讻ִּ讚ְ诪讜ּ转ֵ谞讜ּ; 讜ְ讬ִ专ְ讚ּ讜ּ 讘ִ讚ְ讙ַ转 讛ַ讬ָּ诐 讜ּ讘ְ注讜ֹ祝 讛ַ砖ָּׁ诪ַ讬ִ诐, 讜ּ讘ַ讘ְּ讛ֵ诪ָ讛 讜ּ讘ְ讻ָ诇-讛ָ讗ָ专ֶ抓, 讜ּ讘ְ讻ָ诇-讛ָ专ֶ诪ֶ砖ׂ, 讛ָ专ֹ诪ֵ砖ׂ 注ַ诇-讛ָ讗ָ专ֶ抓.26 And God said: 'Let us make man in our image, after our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.'




  We can see Hashem's humbleness here. The inderlined, bolded, and italicized word 谞注砖讛 it saying LETS make, me and you together. Let's make a man (mentch) together. Hashem is talking to Adam here. Together, we will create you. Okay so what does this have to do with anything? 
Well back to our original question, why does it say Noah twice? Because he made a man out of himself! The pasuk goes on to say that he was righteous and whole hearted (see above)- he was a great guy. Every one of us has to be made into the personality that we are, and it's up to us to do this. 

讘ְּ讚ֹ专ֹ转ָ讬讜- why does it say "in his generation?" Why do we need this word? We need to emphasize that even though this guy was surrounded by 专砖注讬诐, he was able to strive and be the man he is.  

Some say: He was a 爪讚讬拽 compared to all of the people in his time. So now it's relative? Just compared to everyone else he was righteous? But come on! Hashem doesn't compare people. You're judged on how much you did of what Hashem expected you to do. So what is it? It's that Noah looked out at all of the people of his generation that thought he can do better. I'm comparing myself to myself. He looked at himself in the mirror and said hey, I have a long way to go. It's not the rabbis talking 讙谞讗讬 about him (the relativity aspect), it's Noah working on himself.
Personally, the two different interpratations were bothering me. Thankfully, Rav Teller (my teacher) sent out this helpful Dvar Torah idea 
http://midreshetmoriah.com/torah/view.asp?id=791
It's really short just read it!

I made this in my dorm room with some friends. The girls. DEVOURED it. It's the tevah and the mizbeach and rainbow. 
Have a great one! 
Shabbat shalom